Sunday, November 12, 2006
numb?as a freshman, i was taught beauty in my literature class. i was told that if something wasn't fleeting, it wouldn't be beautiful. it's the fact that
it lasts mere moments that makes it so marvelous. it's the lucid yet somehow ineffable memory that comes after the moment that makes it so, ironically, unforgettable. you wish that somehow you could live in these little moments forever. but you can't. they pass so quickly that sometimes, you barely have the time, the power, or the consciousness to grasp them, feel them.
it's sad to think of the future. that one day, things have to change. friends will have to leave on their own voyages, siblings will have to start their own families, i will have to go on my very own. i'm not very good with changes that have to do with big parts of my life. and i've had too many things around me change already. and i hate that i'm always the one left, never the one leaving. can't good things last?
even Friends had to end.
the adventure ended at 1:19 AM
