Sunday, July 02, 2006
hello hellolife is gorgeous, broken glass. through the pain, each step and drop of blood is a testament to the strength of man. man that has fought gods and saved worlds for love. to tread the goliath waves of the sea of love is a choice only fools make. fools who die ripe like daisies, blooming and marvelous. children of hell might escape time and all possibility just for the heart and face of an angel. - anon.
indirect dedications?
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i've got a girlfriend. she's quite demanding. i have to be there for her 24/7. no matter how much i try to please her, she always seems to want more from me. she's there with me in the oddest ways, usually, at times of great distress and trials. i'm losing myself in her, becoming a slave. sigh. it's tough love.
her name's Accounting 15, and i'm trying my very best to love her. it's a committment.
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grrr. i feel a writer's block coming on. one cure for that: surveys! hahaha.
01. What was the last popup you had on your computer for? for yahoo messenger.
02. What is the worst you have ever been physically hurt? i broke a finger. ooh, and i got my ass kicked back in gradeschool.
03. Emotionally? had to hurt the person i felt deeply for.
04. If you could be famous for something, what would it be for? for writing. or for saving the world. or for being "cool."
05. What was the last movie you watched? tokyo drift.
06. Have you tried anything new today? hmm, i watched like 10 episodes of Wonder Years in one sitting.
07. Who did you share your last real conversation with? joei.
08. What and when was the last party you've been to? charmie's debut, i guess.
09. Are you at all tired? i'm always lethargic. it's a perpetual feeling.
10. When was the last time you brushed your hair? i'm guessing two and a half years ago.
11. Do you watch any tv shows religiously? Lost!
12. What is the coolest thing about your bedroom? i have the softest bed ever. everyone falls asleep instantly in my room. i think there's some chloroform in the air, circulating.
13. What is one thing you are constantly told? "don't worry. it'll come."
14. Is there anything you hate to think about? career plans.
15. Do you own a lot of shoes? yyes. i guess.
16. Have you done anything illegal this week? hehehehe. yup.
17. Do you have sleepovers on school nights? How about last night? i guess it can be considered a sleepover since people started sleeping and ended up leaving at around 4am.
18. Are good grades a priority for you? until a few weeks ago, they weren't really a big priority.
19. Would you consider yourself a "nice" person? yes. i'm "nice."
20. What was the best dream you've ever had? a reoccurring dream where i went out with some celebrity. i think it was claire forlani.
21. Do you watch your weight? i am what i eat.
22. What are 3 items that can always be found on your person? the string around my neck. wallet. underwear.
23. Are you looking forward to tomorrow? yes! [sarcasm] i get to watch lake house again [/sarcasm]!
24. What was the last tv show you've seen? The Wonder Years. love it.
25. Do you like this survey? it's alright.
26. Have you ever caught a firefly? yup. they're pretty easy to catch.
27. Describe your current state of mind in 2 words: melted, umm, mush.
28. What was the last cute thing you saw? i dunno. kevin arnold trying to get winnie cooper jealous. [watch wonder years!]
29. What is something you consider overrated? dwyane wade.
30. When was the last time you crashed on a couch? last night. whew. that was intense.
31. Do you currently have a job? working on it. seriously, i am.
32. What makes a bed comfortable to you? i dunno, lots of pillows and a helluva soft matress.
33. Do certain movies make you cry? not really. maybe finding neverland and crash.
34. Certain songs? it depends on the mood, i guess.
35. Would you consider your life mundane? most times, it most certainly is.
the adventure ended at 10:12 PM
