Monday, November 07, 2005
in need of inspiration"If love makes the world go round, then the Earth must be spinning a bit faster this time of the year."
When you look into her eyes today, you will not see imperfections nor doubts, but the beauty of the universe spelled out, shining in her eyes. You will not feel the burden of a thousand sacrifices made in the past, for on this day, you will fall again. And this time, it won't hurt at all.
On this day, holding her hand will bring new sensations. A warm tingle spreads through you as you feel her soft palm brush against yours. You realize that the spaces between her fingers were created so you can out your between them.
Today, you are reminded of love and the emotions and sensations that it brings: the unexplainable bliss, the heart that skips beats, and the love-struck look in your eyes. When all of these happen to you, you will know,
Cupid has hit a bull's eye.
taken from the Xanadu [the literary magazine of La Salle Greenhills] valentine's issue from two or three years ago. hah. a part of me wishes i could still write like this, while another part of me says that phase is in the past and should stay there. it's time to write more sensible, more realistic stuff. lately, i just wanna vent out, you know? just keep ranting, raving, spilling, shouting, exclaiming, all the -ing's you can think of. but there's no one to vent out to. so i just sigh, suck it in, and enjoy the moment. i'm happy. and there's really no reason why i s hould feel otherwise. or at least that's what i tell myself.
gradesi got my grades today. honestly, and i mean by all microscopic bits of honesty in me, i expected a QPI of 2.8 or if i was lucky, a flat three. i got a 3.22! hah. i'm really glad with it! God answers prayers and i'm very grateful. okay, maybe the competitive side of me [which exists in the bloodline {damn the bloodline}] says i could have and should have done better, but for now, fuck it, i'm ecstatic for my grades. 3.22 is really high.
last week of immortalityin one week, we'll all have to return to school. boo. i'm gonna try to enjoy every moment of it. hehe.
the adventure ended at 6:40 PM