Monday, August 08, 2005
blog entries don't appear as often as they used to. simply because i can't seem to think of much to write about. writer's block. a major one.
alfie had a bad ending and so will ii always thought that i was an okay guy. you know, the kind of guy that had more than enough to offer. but i guess i've only realized now that i'm just
another guy. you know it's true that in some aspects, guys can actually be generalized, no matter how much you want to think otherwise and disagree with me, it's the truth.
ganun talaga mga lalaki eh. and i'm one of them. a regular
alfie [jude law movie]
. inconsistent and too much of himself for his own good. i'm full of it. i'm a jerk and i'll probably continue to be one, but what i'm trying to do is at least have the strength to control myself.
steady lang. i can't be everything for everybody.
maybe it'd be better for me not to get involved in anything. maybe i shouldn't put myself in the position to hurt anyone, or let myself get hurt. for now anyway.
the things i do, as they say, should define who i am. what
am i doing? how do i know if i'm doing the right thing? yeah, it's a gamble, i know. there are calculated risks, blahdiblahdiblah, i've heard it all before. but i just wanna know, you know? man has always been afraid of the things he couldn't understand. and i
am a man. and even worse, i'm a guy.
it's good that i have my studies and extra-curriculars to keep myself busy, or else i think i'd go insane already. i've never studied as much as i have right now, and the weird thing is, i'm not complaining [except for chem!]. haha.
yosi muna. sabay aral . DOTA pagkatapos. matulog sa huli. paggising, aral muli.
team intensethank God for basketball. the IAC League has just started and our games start this week. time to intensify. i can't wait. i'm gonna play as intense as possible. one of the few outlets i have for all the things i'm thinking of. basketball na 'to.
the adventure ended at 9:34 PM
