Thursday, May 19, 2005
3am. seems my nights keep getting longer and my days shorter.
star warsi was one of the firsts in the country to watch this movie. and i have to say, it's the best star wars movie of them all. to me anyway. loved it. loved it. watching it again this saturday.
big yellow taxi
we choreographed the last song of the play Avenue Q a while ago. and i only realized then how beautiful and how meaningful the song really is. it kinda puts my intense wanting-more-movie-and-fantasy-like-events-to-happen-in-this-life-thing at bay.
"...we're gonna have to accept the things we cannot avoid for now..."
"...for now there's life, for now there's love, for now there's work, but only for now..."
"...everything in life is only for now..."
yeah, cheesy. cliche. stupid. but heck, more meaningful than anything i'll ever write about.
and so, after blocking the last song, it made me realize that it's a mere 1 week before the play. and only a week after that before the school stuff begins. and i honestly have to say, just like life, though rep isn't all that sugar-coated, the experience was worth every drop of sweat, every sleepless night, every ounce of energy. the juice was worth the squeeze. truthfully, i'm gonna remember this summer workshop more than the other two. simply because more things happened. though not all of them were good, everything worked out for the best. the universe unfolded as it should have. and i'm very very grateful. hehe. i just hate the fact that i'm more so cliche about life right now. but i guess that's what life really is. a cliche. and with it being a cliche, i guess there has to be SOMETHING good, something right about it, something to be learned from it no matter how crappy it may seem.. just like all the cliche lines that we use. lines like "just believe. look on the bright side. if you love something, let it go. until it's gone, you wouldn't know what you've got. believe in yourself. etc etc etc" if you really really think about it, all those lines mean something if you set aside the fact that they're overused and unapplied.
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the adventure ended at 3:05 AM
