Tuesday, March 22, 2005
i'm sorry i haven't been blogging. truthfully, tinatamad ako. and the thought of leaving the blog to rot for a while has crossed my mind. buuuut, i thought otherwise.
what's new? not much except everything.and so, having blogged a mere 9-10 days ago, life's suddenly taken a sudden swerve at full speed and it makes me feel dizzy, but at the same time, thrilled and amazed. grad practices. baccalaureate mass. friday night adventure/tripping with the guys [never ever get mon drunk again]. graduation day.
i'm still a lasallian. in my heart will beat the blood of a true green lasalista. animo.
to my family, through hell and high waters, we've always been there through everything. love you guys. [oh, and thanks for the grad/birthday gifts. hehehe.]
to batch MMV, especially to the guys/fegs/feds/fags/boozers/cool dudes/booze of men/women/men/mama/boats/friends/peeps/bois of 4A '05, 3E '04, 2G '03, 1I '02, thanks for everything. you guys/fegs/feds/fags/boozers/cool dudes/booze of men/women/men/mama/boats/friends/peeps/bois have made me who i am now. thanks.
i'm sorry i don't have pictures right now, the bluetooth's busted. i had about a hundred pictures to upload pa naman. [halata bang i'm tamad to write the stories?]
kolehiyal..ohmm, now comes the hard part. where do i go for college? i've set my mind on AdMU na, but then, lately, there have been reasons for me not to go to AdMU and enroll in UP or DLSU instead. i have a few weeks to decide.
universal... studios?is it all fake?
they tell you that no matter what happens, the universe will, one day, unfold as it should and everything will start making sense. all the why's and why not's will be answered and everything you're looking for will be found. it's a natural law, a science.
but is it all fake?
maybe it is. and we're all just doomed. any non-believers in the house? hi joel.
i have so much reason to believe. yet so little will to. my once sturdy, steadfast faith has somehow been reduced to something to appease me through dark days. the belief that something better will come out everything. hmmmmm. damn it. i want my faith back. someone save me.
traumai'm afraid to try. i'm afraid to fail. "you never know until you try." sometimes, it's not worth knowing.
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soooo tamad. hmm, i'll be going outta town this wednesday, so this might be my last blog again for a while. i promise i'll update more often after this. hehe.
the adventure ended at 12:25 AM
